I'd cover my heart & hit the deck
Sometimes I really wonder what's on your fucking mind, what the fuck are you thinking about. One minute you're so fucking nice, the next, you're acting like a bitch, pretending like you never did anything wrong. Forget it, you don't really need me anywhere, right?

I have so much to blog about. And it's fucking sad to see that I do not have much comments to reply. Ohwell.

Happy birthday Khairul! I know this is the forth time I'm wishing you. Haha may all your wishes & dreams come true, my dear! I hope you had fun & I really hope to see you soon though I saw you just last evening! Haha t'care of yourself & see you!

Some fucked up shits happened yesterday which totally spoilt the fucking day but whatever. I believe in Karma. [: So I got home immediately after settling some stuff. Showered & all, went for piano. Met Godma & mom after that. (: Got my birthday presenttttt! :D Showed Godma my artpiece & she said it's really lovely. While I honestly think it looks like shit. :/ Ugh. I planned to give it to her. Hahah. [: Left @ around 5pm. Down to the train station, met _ (: Talked & all, got down to Suntec t meet Qiaos & Feldy. [: We sat the shuttle bus again! So fun so fun. But _ keep disturbing me. ): Nono bully me!! Hahah had our goodbyes & left to take the shuttle bus back to go PS. Feldy went to get his guitar picks, met Jasmine. Had dinner @ LJS! :D Yumyumyummmm. Walked around & left.

Last APP class @ UAN yesterday. Uber sad but I will remember every single one of them& they'll always be in my heart. (: I'm tryna scan the fucking com & it's so slow. :/ Ugh anyway it was audition class & it was really fun (: Acted one scene with Cindy. Being bimbotic & stupid, in that role. Haha, that lovely girl laughed at others until she had tears rolling down her cheeks!

Khairul was supposed to go for an audition that's for a gangster. And he was like.. "I love beating up people." That made the rest of the class laughed. He really had that expression! He's damn funny. He can be very emotionless & expressionless at times. Andrew's audition was for a model, or something like that. Hahah. Alex one was.. ahahah teacher! Oh god, that was really funny okay! I was his camera & he looked @ me & smiled, I feel so fucking weird la. He was like.. "I love to teach. I love to read books. I love Maths & Sciences." So studious, so not Alex [:

Class ended @ 1030. Took pictures & rushed off. Dad & mom waited for 1 & 1/2 hours :(



I

love

them.
My Group7 babies! :D My happy pills (:

Talked to NatL two nights before, on MSN, we webcammed & talked on the phone. "_ is so cuteeeee, ccb!" I keep hearing that ame sentence again & again & again. Thanks NatL, now it plays like some recorder in my head, still. Just imagine okay.


On the phone with NatL!
I love you NatLim. (:
You make me high & happy.

I still remember Grace's printscreen. Haha I shall post it!



I love my genius bitch.

Anyhoos! Today. Morning we got to Margeret dRive to hand in our Artwork & stuff. Byebye canvas & Mboards, I don't wanna see y'all ever again. :D Yuh probably after Ns la okay. Everyone was so fucking happy la. Thoughts keep running through my mind throughout the whole time. I used to cry over every single thing & it'd definitely make me feel better but now it doesn't seem to work, which is sad. I guess I'm either left with no tears to cry or too tired to. But whatever, like anyone'd care. So got back to school. Didn't attend Chem class. :D Played Hangman again! :D Quite fun la. Recess, then it was Socials Studies. Copied past exams questions & fooled around witht he rest. Bio was utterly crap & nonsense. Hahah we just ran around, chasing each other, laughed & planned tmr's outing. (: We're all going out to celebrate my birthdayyyyyy (: Three more days to my sweeeeetsixteeeeeeen!

Rushed off immediately after school. Cabbed to Compass with Shyan, Sass & Shijing! Sass & Shijing took train down to City Hall & we went off to the backj & off to Popular to get stuff for Shyan. Shyan left for tuition & I went to meet mom (: Heh. Ate Sakae for lunch! Talked a lot to mom & I honestly love her though there's a lot that I hope she'd change. She's better than befopre, she changed for me & all. Bought stuff, met Zel & went home. [:

I'm in the midst of doing Merlene's birthday present (: Heh.

I guess what Qiaos told me yesterday during dinner was true. I'm still scared, of opening up. I am still being me, myself & I. Well, I'm trying not to be though. :/

I wanna see your name on my screen.
Tell me, soon, I would.
Don't go.

I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
<3.

11:09 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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